Unpredictable Moment

Yesterday afternoon, I was surprised because getting a new mandate, the field of education. The target is to make learning center.  I don't understand, why can entrust this task to me who obviously had no educators face? Whereas at first I was happy to be a team with old friends. It's crossed my mind to organize various. But in my heart it was a doubt.

As if there is a saying,

"Don't back up.. Come to the meeting fisrt and see what kind of education.. After that, please you give a decision.."

I follow what my heart says. Although the afternoon was hot and not feeling well, I still walked away. Finally, I followed the meeting. My heart is getting torn to give a decision. Because I'm afraid cannot carry out the mandate properly. And finally, the chairman said,

"Insyaalla in education.."

Hearing his words "Insyaalla", my heart melted. Especially coupled with the words of a friend to accept the offer. And finally I accepted it, with all my lack of knowledge about this new thing.

The meeting continues until the afternoon and there was a suggestion to conduct social analysis first. Frankly, I was dizzy with what I do. But I had to say goodbye and don't attend meetings until the end because it must finish first business.

After completing the business matter, for the way home, suddenly occurred to me the memory that someone once said about the education system in the institution "A" is better than the institution "B".

When I got home, I immediately send an SMS to invite him to chat on YM. However, I have not got an answer. While waiting an answer, I was surfing the internet. I think he would refuse my invitation. Because I've found no answer from him at all. I was surprised to see him come in at FB. Question occured in my heart, "It still can look here, although not in accept?"

Finally, I decided to turn on my YM. I just thought and said to my self,

"Watch it if you got no OL on YM and dosen't appear immediately greeted me. I'll be very dissappointed with you and will not ask for help to you again."

Hyahahahahahaa

But it seems God had other plans. Apparently he was online and say hello. Frankly, shocked really. Because the phone number that I used to take him chatting on YM was brought someone and after the person back there was no answer at all from him

This is often make me wonder. When I was wanted to talk with him, he accidentaly also online. Although there is no previous communication, it turns out we have the same thought.

Sometimes I can feel the answer to my question about him. For example,

• When I SMS him, I could feel whether the existing SMS reply from him or not. My cell phone is always silent settings. 

• Or when I feel like talking to him. If my heart feels solid and warm, he probably also are online. And until now, the feeling is never wrong.

I don't understand how mechanism of these events.  However, if it was the will of Allah SWT, then what might not happen, can happen. Hopefully we are always in the Allah SWT instructions. Amien.... ^_^